**Judd Apatow’s New Memoir “Comedy Nerd” Offers a Hilarious, Behind-the-Scenes Look at His Storied Career**
NEW YORK (AP) — Judd Apatow likes to keep stuff. He even goes as far as to say he’s a hoarder. But unlike a regular hoarder, he insists all the things he keeps are awesome and neatly collected.
“I save everything, but I don’t have it in a mound in the middle of the house,” the writer-director says. “I’m the Felix Unger of hoarding. Everything is taken care of very well.”
Fans of Apatow and comedy aficionados alike get to enjoy the benefits of this personality quirk with the Tuesday publication of *Comedy Nerd*, a bulging, 570-page, photo-filled memoir covering every chapter of his storied career.
### A Treasure Trove of Comedy Memorabilia
*Comedy Nerd* is packed with behind-the-scenes snapshots from sets, script fragments, notes from network bosses, essays, movie posters, and mini-profiles of his fellow comedians. Among the treasures are Apatow’s late-night ideas for *Knocked Up* typed into a BlackBerry and a photo of Adam Sandler’s old fake ID.
“I feel like just making this book justifies the hoarding,” Apatow says with a laugh. “I did save it for a reason. I wasn’t wrong to not throw out my photograph of Billie Jean King from when I was 10 years old.”
### Network Notes and Unseen Scripts
The producer, director, and writer behind movies like *This Is 40* and *The 40-Year-Old Virgin* was inspired to create the book by similar memorabilia-filled works from the Marx Brothers and *Saturday Night Live*.
He spent a year sifting through 400,000 photos, keepsakes, and clippings, scanning everything and laying out the book in a raw, authentic way. He then spent the next year writing essays and captions.
“The idea was that the experience of looking at the book would be as if I was over your shoulder explaining what things were and telling you stories,” he explains.
Within the pages, readers will find memos from network standards, such as one cautioning that “Ben’s gyrating dance [should] not be sexual” on *The Ben Stiller Show*. There are also Garry Shandling’s note-filled revisions to a script from *The Larry Sanders Show* and a page from an unproduced screenplay written by Owen Wilson.
Apatow also reveals a funny—but lost—cameo by Paul Rudd in *Bridesmaids*. He shares increasingly snarky email exchanges from 2001 between himself and writer Mark Brazill, debating a long-forgotten comedy sketch. One alternate setup for *Anchorman* features a group of anchors on a plane crashing into a snowy mountain, which becomes a parody of the movie *Alive*.
### A Visual Thinker and Comedy Obsessive
Andy Ward, Apatow’s editor and executive vice president and publisher at Random House, says this is a book only Apatow could make, given he is both a visual thinker and a loving collector with a deep passion for comedy.
“There’s a photographic element to this. There’s a sort of scrapbook-found object element. There’s advice in it about a life in comedy,” says Ward. “If you know him at all, it is very true to who he is and how he approaches what he does.”
Apatow is also unafraid to admit to moments when he was less than perfect. “I think a lot about all the people I got a chance to collaborate with and how magical a bunch of those times were. So I’m very happy to also show where I was an idiot or awful because that is part of the journey,” he says.
### TV Shows That Never Made It
The book dedicates pages to TV shows that never made it to air, such as *North Hollywood*, about three friends trying to break into show business. The pilot would have starred Amy Poehler, Kevin Hart, Jason Segel, January Jones, and Judge Reinhold.
“It seemed fun, at least judging from the photos at a party during the shooting of the pilot that shows folks getting stoned,” Apatow jokes. “Do people want me to show the photos of them smoking enormous joints in the year 2002?” The answer is yes.
### Embracing Failures Alongside Successes
Failures pepper the pages of *Comedy Nerd*, despite Apatow’s bankable instincts, which have given us hit TV series like *Freaks and Geeks* and *Girls*, as well as Oscar-nominated films *Bridesmaids* and *The Big Sick*.
“The hard part about comedy is it’s always an experiment. And everybody has a completely different opinion about how the story should be told, what’s working, and what’s not working,” he says.
“So a lot of having a career in this business is learning how to have those conversations that I didn’t do well. For many years, I got very emotional and resistant. It led to a lot of cancellations.”
### Making People Laugh and Shaping a New Comedy Era
Apatow’s rise coincided with fresh voices emerging in comedy who became part of his troupe, including Seth Rogen, Jonah Hill, Michael Cera, Paul Rudd, and Jason Segel.
“I do think a new type of comedy was brewing, and it took the business a couple of beats to catch up to it,” Apatow reflects.
Despite the vast appetite for comedy on multiple streaming platforms, he doesn’t think the business has gotten any easier. “I don’t think it’s better, it’s just as weird in a different way,” he says. “It’s just all an experiment, and there’s no way for anyone to know if anything will work. That’s why we’re all banging into each other all the time.”
### Giving Back Through “Comedy Nerd”
Apatow is donating all proceeds from *Comedy Nerd* to those affected by the Los Angeles wildfires. He lost his old home in Pacific Palisades; the ruins are among the first images featured in the book.
Making the book a charity project also eased the process of obtaining rights. “Everything in the book was donated. Normally you have to pay for all of these photos and reprints of articles. But when I told people where the money was going, everyone gave me everything for free,” says Apatow.
*Comedy Nerd* is not only a funny and revealing memoir but also a testament to one man’s love for comedy and the people who make us laugh.
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